06/28/2012

needless to say, there hasn’t been any word from tom.

but it’s better that way.

i’ve felt my feelings for eric slipping for the last couple of months. the intense financial stress hasn’t helped, but now that he’s making money, i found myself, for the first time in longer than i can remember, hurrying home from work so i could see him before he left for work.

it’s a good sign after lots of time spent contemplating how i’m feeling and why.

there’s a job opportunity that seems to be surfacing, though i’m super underqualified in several aspects. but i’m still keeping my fingers crossed.

i’ve been riding my scooter everywhere. it’s the best purchase i’ve ever made. it’s more than that, though. it’s the first expensive thing i’ve ever bought for myself. i used to talk about having a scooter all the time. it’s one of the only times i’ve made a huge dream come true.

i’m terrible at following through.

it’s summer and it’s 106 today and i’m floating the river on sunday and i can’t wait.