November 10, 2013

I’m so ready for this legal battle to be over, but it hasn’t even begun. I get so fed up and stressed out and just sick of it all and think all too often about throwing in the towel, but I never will. He’s not my child. He’s not my responsibility. I’m not his mother. But I’ll never let him go back to her. Never ever.

I try not to worry about it. It’s a long process and it’s the attorneys job to deal with it all right now. I’ll worry when things get down to the wire.

Right now I’m just going to curl up on the couch with my puppies and wait for Shawn. Every worry, every stress, anything even slightly negative dissolves when he’s around.