So, this is how it is now?

Humf.

I’m really enjoying this time home "alone" (J is sleeping) & in the quiet.  I’ve posted a couple entries here in the past few days and seems like noone is around anymore.  I understand I sucked at keeping up with this thing the last year…  I don’t know if anyone truly realizes how exhuasting my last year was — even I’m just starting to realize it, looking back on all the things I just couldn’t do.    I do want to write here more though, if not for comments, just for me.  I love that I have this space to write when I want and look back upon.  I understand how people are moving on from this place altogether…with all the other outlets available.  I just sometimes wish it was what it was for me a few years ago.   There are so many of you that I’ve met here that I feel like I truly love & want to keep up with.   There are some that I’ve completly lost touch with and I think about every now and then, and wish I could just check in on.  
There is facebook, & I still love that place but OD is it’s own special kind of place and I’ll never completely leave unless I’m forced to!! :p

Anyway, this morning I’ve been really lazy, but I do really have to start doing stuff soon.  My to do list:

• Shower — lol, this will probably come first.  I’m cold, It will help me warm up & also getting dressed & my hair done will  motivate me for the rest to come.
• Wrap my mom’s xmas gifts to the kids
• vacuum the living room & upstairs (but I have to wait until J wakes up)
• Put away the Halloween tub & bring up from the basement the Christmas stuff (and try not to start decorating just yet)
• Set up a Gyno appt.
• Rake leaves.  Start burning then if they’re not too wet from the rain yesterday.
• Scrapbook…at least ONE page!
• Give myself a pedicure.
• Figure something out for dinner