April 12
I can’t stop thinking about him. I can’t go at least 5 minutes without his name popping up in my head. I haven’t felt this way about someone in so long and it scares me. I don’t want to get hurt. I don’t want to be rejected. The thought of pushing him away because of my fears comes up a lot. Hurting myself so he can’t. I don’t know. I’m scared to put my heart out there. I know he talks to other girls… I talk to other guys. The difference is I don’t feel anything for them. He calls me goofy and confusing and cute and…. I just can’t help but think of how many girls he says that to0. I wish I knew what he was thinking.
I hope that you find your answers, and that he feels the same way
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The number one thing for any new relationship is communication…talk to him and ask questions, lots of questions.
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