I’m just so tired, won’t you sing me to sleep.

 I feel like I’m always letting someone down. Especially Dan, poor Dan, probably living life in misery because I don’t bend over backwards for him like he does for me. 

For example, he will come anywhere with me. Bars, parties, clubs, to hell and back if he had too…& I can’t even go with to a stupid Christmas party tomorrow night.. And he invited me to it a month ago, why you ask? Cause I forgot about it and made plans with my friend Krystal. 

I feel so distant with him like, we don’t talk about our lives or share things with each other like we used too. All we do, sit and walk a movie and sleep. We always hang out after 10pm and I’m always just so tired. I can’t sleep at his house because I hate being the only one up cause I’m not comfortable walking around and such. I’m just tired, I don’t know what that really means besides the sleep part but I feel like I’m more than tired..