how did you get here? nobody’s supposed to be here

            I’ve been meaning to write an update for the longest time now but I’ve been pretty busy.  Every time I start 1, it gets too detailed & more things keep happening so the entries get to be novel-sized & extremely boring. So I figured I should try to write a nice, somewhat condensed version of what’s been going on w/ me.  (As you can see by the length of this entry, however, I didn’t do so well w/ the “condensed” part of it hahahah)…

 

            About a month ago (June 15 to be exact) I met a guy at the local bar I go to w/ the boys on Thursday nights.  His name is Brian & he’s friends w/ 2 of the bartenders there, Mike & Melissa.  M & M don’t bartend on Thursday nights, but they go there to drink free & I’ve become friendly w/ them (b/c I am very outgoing when I’m drunk lol). 

 

            That particular Thurs night, I saw a guy standing w/ them that I thought was pretty cute, so I dragged my sister’s friend D over to talk to them.  The funny thing is, the guy that I thought was cute wasn’t Brian, it was his friend Sam.  I started talking to Sam but I was pretty lit, so I’m quite sure it wasn’t stellar conversation.  Also funny is the fact that D started talking to Brian, & she was telling him that I thought Sam was cute.

 

            By the end of the night, I ended up talking w/ Brian, tho I don’t remember much of what we talked about b/c I was so drunk (all I remember is that he told me he works w/ computers, & he told me he was 25 & I busted his chops cuz that’s 3 years younger than me).  Finally my sister said we had to leave so I asked Brian if he’d be at the bar the next night.  He said yeah so I told him I’d be there too & then I left.

 

            The next night I was too tired & hung over to go to the bar, plus I couldn’t find anyone to go w/ me.  So I said screw it, cuz I couldn’t remember much about Brian anyway & I figured I’d prolly see him again sometime cuz he was friends w/ M & M. 

 

I ended up browsing profiles on myspace that night & came across his.  I wasn’t exactly turned on by what I saw on there, b/c there were a lot of comments about smoking (pot) which I’m not into, & he has mostly chicks as his friends so I figured he was prolly a player.  So I didn’t message him or friend request him or anything, I just nixed the whole thing.

 

The next Thursday the boys didn’t feel like going to the bar so we didn’t.  The Thursday after that they didn’t want to go *again*, but I wanted to, so I dragged my sister & her b/f w/ me.  When we got there, M & M were there, but no Brian or Sam.  I got trashed, went home & then for some odd reason I decided to look Brian up on myspace again.  This time, I sent him a message asking if I’d met him at the bar a couple weeks earlier (even tho I knew the answer was yes).  Then I got in bed & passed out.

 

            I woke up around 4 am & said to myself shit I can’t believe I messaged that guy.  I signed onto myspace & he’d already written back.  He said “yeah, u were supposed to come back the next night but u never did.  Are u stalking me or something, cuz that’d be awesome.”  I wrote back & told him that yes I was stalking him & that stalker chicks are hot, heh.

 

            Long story short, we messaged each other back & forth on myspace for a few days, saying we had to meet up again at the bar.  We finally managed to meet 2 Thursdays ago (the 6th).  I went there w/ Kalie, Jim, Bob &amp

; K, but once Brian got there I talked to him for most of the night.  I went back & forth between Brian & his friends, and Jim & the boys for a while, but the boys ended up leaving early so I spent the rest of the night w/ Brian. Finally around midnight he said he was gonna leave.

 

            He offered to drive me home b/c he wasn’t sure if I could drive, but I told him I’d be fine.  So he offered to drive me to my car & I said OK to that.  We sat in his car for a while talking & stuff.  I tickled him a little, & he made fun of me for something so I told him he was mean.  Then he kissed me & said “do you still think I’m mean?”  Lol yeah it was cute.  I said no & we kissed a little more ‘till he said he really had to go cuz he had work the next morning.

 

            I hung out w/ him again at the bar that Sunday night.  I had off on Monday cuz I’d worked that Saturday (long story) so I wasn’t in any rush to get home.  The bar closed at midnight & he asked if I wanted to hang out more so I said sure.  He asked if I wanted to go back to his house (he still lives at home w/ his parents, but he’d told me earlier that they were away for a couple of days) & I felt kinda weird about it, cuz from what I’ve seen/read etc. it seems like when guys ask you back to their place, they’re usually planning on having sex w/ you, & that was NOT my game plan.

 

            I was “eh” about it, but he convinced me to go.  I followed him back to his house & we hung out there for a few hours.  We fooled around a little, but it was all him doing to me not vice versa.  Other than that we just talked & watched a little TV ‘till I left around 3:45.

 

            We hung out again at the bar last Tuesday, Thursday & Friday nights.  On Thurs we left the bar early & went to his friend Christine’s house to play beer pong w/ his friends.  I was a little wary at 1st b/c I’m really shy around strangers, but his friends were pretty cool.  On Friday after the bar we went to his friend Dan’s house to play beer pong again & then we ended up going back to my house for a little while.

 

            We hung out in my room, watching some TV & cuddling & making out, lol.  Finally around 4 am I asked him to leave cuz we both kept dozing off.  He asked me if I wanted to do something the next night that didn’t involve drinking or being drunk, cuz it seemed like every time we hung out we’d been drinking & I said that was a cool idea.

 

            So Saturday night he picked me up & we went to California Pizza Kitchen.  When the bill came, he picked it up right away & since I’m not a huge fan of people paying for me, I said “do you want some money?”  He said “no” in a tone of voice that wasn’t fooling at all, like he thought I was crazy to think he’d take my money.  So I said “OK, I figured I’d at least ask” & he just nodded. 

 

            Then we went to the mall cuz he wanted a new pair of shoes.  After that we drove around & passed a street festival so we stopped there for a bit.  Then we went to blockbuster, picked up a movie & went back to my house.  After the movie there was the usual cuddling & making out, till he finally left (again at 4:00, that seems to be our curfew time hehe).

 

            I have a few more things to write about but this entry is WAY too long already, so I will save it for next time.  If you’re wondering if Brian & I are “dating” yet, the answer is no.<span style="mso-space

run: yes”>  We haven’t had a conversation about what’s going on w/ us yet, & I’m really OK w/ that b/c I don’t want to move too fast.  Hanging out & getting to know each other is crucial, so I just wanna focus on that for now.  Altho I can tell I’m already getting pretty attached to him, which isn’t a good thing, but like I said I’ll save that for my next entry (which I’ll try to write sometime this week if possible).

 

            Hope everyone is enjoying the summer so far.  ‘Till next time…