Indifference
"The opposite of love, is not hate. It’s indifference."
I don’t remember where I heard that quote from, but it has always stuck with me.
Think about it…
Even when someone supposedly hates you – they still have some kind of emotion for you.
But what if someone doesn’t hate you? What if they don’t even acknowledge that you even exist?
What’s more painful than that?
That’s where I’m at today.
It’s been a month and Max hasn’t broken down to reach out to me.
The fact that I am so easily forgotten makes me feel that he is indifferent.
Ouch.
Was I that blind? Did I imagine it all? Did I give our relationship too much credit?
God, I feel like an idiot.
Nothing in all of this, sounds or feels, like love.
*hugs* Don’t say that. Don’t say that at all. People deal with relationship breaks up in different ways. Let him figure it out what it meant. You know what he meant to you and that’s what is important. Nothing else makes a difference. He’ll always mean more to you than you think. And that’s okay, cause you are such a loving and caring person. 🙂
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You certainly shouldn’t feel like an idiot.
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when my ex broke up with me i remember talking to my brother who is just 2 years younger than me. and he basically said guys deal with stuff differently and it will take a little longer but they *will* reach a point where they think “f***, i screwed up”. and at that point, you will probably hear from him. maybe it will take 2 months or 6 months or however long, but it will happen.
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Lies!! Haha
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Haha thanks but I don’t know about all that.
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I suppose it’s the easiest way to forget and go numb. Thanks ha ink my whole body right hahaha
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