"No one is useless in the world who lightens the burden of another." - Charles Dickens
We have all had times where we feel lost or alone. In this place, you can be supported by other Open Diary members who may have had a similar experience. The anonymity of our site allows you to open your heart and express your true feelings.
We have all had times where we feel lost or alone. In this place, you can be supported by other Open Diary members who may have had a similar experience. The anonymity of our site allows you to open your heart and express your true feelings.
You Are Not Alone Circle
Another Major Family Loss
I’m sad. So fucking sad. I had grand plans of writing an entry about how good things were going. However, the amazingness was shattered by a soul crushing loss of one of the most important people in my life. I’m broken. I hurt. I’m sad. I’m angry. You name it. I feel it. Kathy. Died.…
It’s the little things.
Found that quote scrolling and I loved it. There was a different quote a few weeks ago that I’d loved- Instead of continuing to ask a clown why he’s a clown, ask yourself why you keep going to the circus. So true, Max & I entirely. He’s a clown but I kept returning when he…
Upgrading to phone calls… I think.
Another day has came and went. It’s a struggle to focus quite often. To not obsess over stupid, little things. I seriously question how I functioned before being given Adderall. Did I ever get any work done? Without it, I’m often in left field seeing a squirrel and counting butterflies. It’s ridi...
I REALLY like him.
I like him. Like genuinely like him. Not just lust him. Not infatuated with him. Not obsessed with him just to have someone to distract me. Not hanging out with him because it’s better than being alone. No. None of that. Genuine like. Real interest. Legit catching feelings. I REALLY LIKE HIM. Thu...
26 Years Ago…
SA Trigger Warning It amazes me the things our bodies hold on to. The fact we may not mentally remember, yet our nervous system and subconscious mind are holding on tightly. The remember. They activate at triggers… smells, tastes, feelings, dates. It’s been 26 years since that awful night. I don’...
Halloween, Upcoming Tattoo, Relationships
My work had a Halloween Costume party today - yes, I work remote 🤣 So I just wore my Owl Pajamas. Worked for me. Halloween has been a long day. Didn’t feel like working. Didn’t feel like passing out candy. Had a couple friends and their kids over to pass out candy. One is my…
Room, Romance, Mom, Therapy
Oh my gosh. I just realized how easily I could input pictures. It used to be way more complicated 20 years ago here. Having to upload them somewhere else then link it. I’m impressed. I have been working on my room lately. This gives you a glimpse of the bed, tapestry and pretty lights/diffuser. T...
Weekend Adventures
The weekend was actually pretty nice. It would have been better if I didn’t have to work. However, that was fine too. I made it in fairly on time. Pretty steady flow of people but not too bad. Mostly decent customers. As I expected Cody worked. He showed up early and all in a hurry.…
A little bit of everything
It’s the end of the day. Would be the end of the week if I didn’t have two stupid jobs and need to work in the morning. Ugh. I should be sleeping but it always takes me awhile to even remotely be ready to fall asleep. How’d work go? Fine. Was it awkward? Slightly too…
My dating world…
Hi. It’s me. I’m the problem. It’s me. Well, maybe not all me. However, enough of it is me. I pick men that are emotionally unavailable or a walking red flag. Become instantly attached. Smother them with my sudden obsession. They, as typical unavailable men, run the fuck away. Repeat. That’s it i...