Monday, 25 April 2022 I really want to start journaling and I'm going to see if it works out doing it this way or not. If not, I have other notebooks that I can write in. I've always had problems journaling online because I don't know where to start and always end up deleting it…

Stream of consciousness... from last night. Recorded from a voice message, transcribed. **** This is my idea for writing, art, expression, something I don't know, but I'm driving in my car. I've just left the Joker, and it was an okay movie. It was a musical. It was a dark musical. I was really b...

When I was younger, I thought that there's something wrong with me because I like girls, or was it just the environment I grew up in? Sometimes, I still like men physically, but I can't see myself having an emotional connection with them. I never had any serious relationships, and I am closeted. ...

It's been a long, long while. My last entry dates 2019. Many things have changed. Both my parents passed away. My father died in 2022, at the age of 99. He has lived a full, happy life, until the end. My mother followed him one year after, in March 2023, after a pneumonia. My life…

Suddenly I feel like I'm drowning, and I can't get out. There are so many things on my mind, and I'm having a hard time expressing/communicating them. The crazy thing is that it is literally like 5-6 different major topics that would break down into a million little things. I'm not sure which to ...

I'm really confused. Let's start with that. I have this friend. We'll call her Jules. She's a girl, and bi. I'm a girl, and confused. We hang out a lot. Around Christmas, one of my other friends told me that Jules had a crush on me a while before I had started questioning who I…

I don't think I can do this, i have a feeling that my  soul and mind like Girls though i like man also but the feeling is not the same as  i like girls.  I want to have girl friends but im afraid of judgement from people surrounds me. what can I do now. I…

So I want to come on here and just write about what's going on in my life since I can't talk to my fiancee.   We've been together for three years. Let's call her "K". We used to be long distance. I live in Hawaii. So for some of you living a few islands away…

I finally settled on the deminonbinary label but I'm feeling a lot more nonbinary these last few days and I'm just so confused about what I am now and I hate not knowing this, I know I don't need a label but I do for my own sanity and I don't know what it is…

Not sure if this space for this but here goes…I’m a married woman who recently found out my husband of 18 years has been interested in transgender females. By interested, he recently admitted to “receiving head one time”….I’m sure it’s more but he doesn’t want to upset me anymore than he has alre...