more damn doctors and needles…

ok, so this morning i go to another doctor, right? GRRRR…they decide to poke some more needles in me, not that i’m scared of them, or that they even hurt, but, I’M TIRED OF IT!!! all they do is put needles in me to take my blood so they can send it to the lab for tests. well, this morning, they took it from one arm, i thought they’d be done…i was wrong. i do to the desk w/ my mom so we can pay and get outta there, but, they decide there’s another test they wanna do on me…so, i have to go back and have them take some blood in my other arm. in that other arm, i just had blood taken on friday, and there’s this HUGE bruise on there, so, now it’s gonna be worse. i bruise anyway when they do that…so a bruise on top of a REALLY bad bruise–>ppl do think i shoot up or something, but, that sounds like a personal problem to me. they just need to deal w/ it.

so, there’s how my day’s been–>BAD!!! and now, the internet keeps going down…in fact, i had to save this somewhere to go back and paste it. SUX, I KNOW.

anyway, so, today has been a bitch. there’s this girl that’s in the same room as me right now (i’m in a computer lab) and she has a stick up her ass or something, i really dunno. i just know she’s in here bitching to me about it…and she looks like she’s gonna cry. she’s such a shit head. this is the girl that i hate…now u will know all about her. she just bitches, bitches, bitches. she’s in a lotta my classes and she insists on sitting about 2 inches away from my face…”umm, excuse me bitch, but ur in my personal space…get the hell out!!!”

so, that’s some more of my f***** up life…that’s what i live w/ day in, day out. that f***** bitch thinks she’s got it worse than me…she said something to me to the effect of “no one has had a worse day than me…” i was like “what, bitch?” ok, who’s the one who had needles (notice, that’s PLURAL) jabbed in their arm and wiggled around today? who’s the one who has to go to the doc. once a week? who’s the one who’s been to the doc. a million times in the last month? who’s the one in counseling, was verbally abused growing up, has constant headaches, along w/ TONS of other things, and, last of all, who’s the one NOT bitching?? DAMNIT!! i really just wanna reach over and pop her one of these days. and she was bitching about how there wasn’t MSN messenger on one of the computers and i’m the only one who can download it, so, i get on there and download it for her, it’s all done and finished so she can log on, and, she still sits over there and bitches about it, acting like she knows more than me about this situation…well, i have news, she doesn’t!! i told her just to go get on that other computer, for whatever reason, she didn’t, she just sat over there bitching some more, so then someone came in and got on it–>too late for her.

c, i don’t bitch for other ppl, that’s y i come on here…doesn’t matter how much i bitch…just doesn’t matter.