my ex-es

much to my interest…my ex-es have been poping up in my dreams a lot…

it’s really bizaar since you’d think after being in a serious relationship for 3 years, those memories would fade. But no…they like to linger and pop back into my head at the oddest of times.

It’s the worst when they do that when you’re actually having wild passionate sex… with your partner!

But anyway, last night I had a dream about my “high school sweetheart” (you would know who you are if you read this). We were going to this wacky spa in the mountains somewhere. We were on one of our moutain excursions where we like to just take off for a day.

She suggested this cool place she knows of that we could go and relax. She describes a very cool steamroom / hottub arrangment where ‘couples’ go to have ‘fun’ (if you know what I mean). They also have a sauna where people can go and relax. This place was locatd somewhere between Calgary and Vancouver, in the interior BC (where I have many of my dreams…with ex-es for some reason). I was kind of unsure about the whole thing but I rarely turn down an opportunity to swim 🙂

We arrived there and she took me into this large hottub/steamroom place after we changed and headed for the water. There were many other people there which were quite a bit older than us. Now that I think about it, I think at that moment, she was the only female there. Anyhoo, she took her bikini top off and dunked herself in the water. The strange part about this was that even though it was my ex, she somehow had a different body… a little skinnier and with much smaller breasts.  I took notice of that and was kind of surprized.

So there were so many people there we didn’t feel all that comfortable so we left for the sauna. She paid for us in that place and got the pass from the pool-guy for the sauna.

We headed for the sauna and on the way, she said: “let’s go in here and make a baby”…

I woke up right after that.

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October 5, 2003

ryn: The destiny of the world is in the hands of those on Earth. However, a small number of determined people can collectively change the future of the world for the better. It is amazing even what one person can sometimes do and we’ve seen that throughout history.

October 9, 2003

scared yourself hey? It’s really nice to see you back here.

October 21, 2003

That was a nasty thing to say about the pine box! Maybe I should have pounded my fists against his chest until I bruised him. And I suppose I did tell that one ex of yours to go ahead and take the pills. But I don’t think he was talking about suicide, just more about choosing not to leave his coffin at night. Deprive himself of the diet he craves. I like to be bit. I’d rather lure him out.

Hey, you read mine… i can read yours now. Making babies eh? well… hmm, not the smartist thing to do, unless you are totally going to end up with this “ex” for the rest of your life. natty