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Well my day got infinetly better. Drama queen Bonnie was happy today, but that could be because everyone else wasn’t. Blah. Sometimes she just pisses me off… but I do nothing. Why? Because I care too much. That’s my fault. I have come to a conclusion, and it will work. I will go to the Ball in April, but before anything can happen, I will tell Girl 3 that I don’t want to be involved. Maybe we can both talk before then and it can get done sooner. who knows. Girl 2 made me so much happier just by being able to talk to her. And who knows. I might be able to see her tonite if I go to the movies. Well let me rephrase that. I am going to the movies. Maybe she’ll be able to go later and I can meet her there. Or something. Anyways… I’m going to call Girl 1 later and chat for a bit. Not long. I can’t seem to get myself to be able to build up enough care to be actively involved in her life. But hey, I’m an asshole. That’s what happens. hmm… me thinks I’m going to go eat.

Goodbye.

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::laughs:: You are a character. Amusing to say the least. Glad things settled. And you’re not necessarily and asshole, though you like to believe it, you just chose those you care about very carefully.

Agreed to some extent. But there’s more to love than just putting up with the bullshºt that the other person has to deal with.

March 8, 2004

pimp on playa….thats all i gotta say…i cant knock ur hustle so basically do what u gotta do to make urself happy….but why even bother with girl 1 if u kno she aint gonna give u no play?