Gay

 My daughter told me when she was 16, she was a lesbian.  Wait… she told me she wasnt sure.  She figured it out I guess, cause a girl just drove here 12 hours.  This girl is her girlfriend.  I just welcomed her into my house.  Go me.  Everyone I am close to, they know.  My daughter finally is admiting she is gay, and I am so proud of her.

If only we could all be so open about our feelings.  I am so messed up about crazy feelings and I am not able to straighten shit out in my head and I am straight.  Been struggling on trying to keep my marriage going   It is the best for me.  Most days it is great.  That is the stuff I need to focus on.  I am lucky, my husband loves me.

I am gonna cuddle into my grandson who is having a sleep over with Nanny.  I love him so much.