youth pastor sleeps in his own bed.

its been awhile since i wrote last..so here goes..

*sigh* lol i spent the weekend at marcs place. it started off great, friday i cooked for him- which ive never done for a guy. just goes to show you how much i like him, i dont cook often. so i went on youtube looking for a new recipe/video clip, and i found a clip of a recipe from olive garden, lol its called Tuscan Garlic Chicken.

it actually came out great, was expecting to burn something.. but he loved it, so he says.. =) i made cheesecake for dessert. i got a little tired after so i took a nap on his futon, asked him to wake me up in an hour. he wakes me up a little late, kinda made out there for awhile. i woke up really horny for some reason lol. anywayzz after that *session*

we went to the market to rent a movie and pick up a few things including pads, had a feeling i would be PMSing over the weekend=/ but anyway we watched norbit. ive seen it before, he hadnt.. its pretty funny. we went to sleep around 3am, another *session* without sex, Saturday he had to go to work around 9am, so he left me there with a copy of the key to his loft just incase i wanted to leave for a minute while he was away.

when he left i just took a shower, put on a blk coverup tube dress, ate left over cheesecake, watched the tube for a minute, went on the rooftop of his place and chilled, then went back downstairs and fell asleep for about 2 hours. my cell woke me up, it was ashley callin, my son was staying with her for the weekend but she was just telling me that he is ok.

after that call, Marc came home for lunch and he headed straight for the cheesecake which had 2slices in there left after i got done with most of it in the morning =) he had an hour before he had to go back to work so we just layed on the couch for a minute, i hadnt brought extra clothes for that day so i told him i was gonna take the train to cityplace to buy some new clothes.

we kinda got *intimate* there on the couch, somehow it ended with me giving him a handjob..lol. is there a pattern here? we cant seem to stop touching eachother for very long..anyways he lends me his sweatshirt to wear, keep in mind its about 80 degrees outside lol but since i didnt have anything to wear i put it on, he goes back to work, i get ready to leave, walked to the train station, made it to cityplace and managed to buy a few tops at Rainbow, couple of thongs and a new bra. =)

I went to Ross after that bought some jeans and another top, the line there was ridiculously long, took about 15 mins before i checked out. it was 5ish pm by the time i left cityplace and made it back downtown, made a quickstop to chipotle down there for a chicken burrito, love those =)

walked back to his place, use the key to open the gate, then i get to the 2nd door and realize you need a card to swipe and enter the building, which he failed to tell me this. *smh* so i call his cell, he told me he was going to a football game with his brother and nephews after work, so when he answered it was pretty loud in the background, and im kinda irritated at this point because i just want to get inside and change out of the sweatshirt.

he gives me a combination which didnt work at 1st. so i call him back and he tells me how to open it again. at this point ive spent about 15 mins outside, and its getting a little cool and im holding bags, my feet were killing me lol. his neighbor opens the door and like an idiot i let the door close lol while he was on his way out.

so i FINALLY get the combination to work and was able to open the door and get to his place. took a shower, changed into the top and jeans i bought. cleaned up in the kitchen after and washed dishes from last nights dinner. he calls my cell to tell me he left the game early and hes stuck in traffic but will be back soon.

so i wait and watch tv to pass time, he gets back, heads for the last piece of cheesecake, sits next to me on the couch and spoon for awhile. he liked what i had on=) he had to return that norbit dvd, so we went to the market, rented a different movie.

night at the museum which i hadnt seen, neither had he. we only got to see 10mins of it before it started to mess up, so much for another movie night. instead we just cuddled on the couch and talked for awhile. he put digiorno garlic bread pizza in the oven, very g00d!

we just talked about life, alot about faith..i mean hes a youth pastor for a living, that was bound to come up in the conversation, ive noticed lately that he is testing me. let me just say that my family isnt very religious, we’re not atheist. we’re just not the type to go to church every sunday ya know?

he is opposite of course, but im open to his beliefs, respect them. i even asked if i could have a bible, he gave me one a few weeks ago. sometimes he will ask me if i read it lately, and i told him i hadnt recently, think that frustrated him a lil bit lol. I mean i have read some of it, just havent looked at it recently.

yeah but anyway he then tells me that he feels guilty about the *sessions* we have had, then he goes into this rant that its against what god would want..blah blah blah, wait to have sex until marriage and wants to sleep in seperate beds tonight lol. he even had the nerve to compare handjobs to sex. p0or virgin just doesnt have a clue. theres no comparison.  after all was said and done we ended up BACK on the futon lol, one more *session* of course.

somehow i ended up in his shirt, we went to sleep a little earlier this time, i slept on the futon and he slept in his bed. we BOTH woke up around 6:30am. which led to ANOTHER *session* lol  -he got up and layed next to me and the rest is history. since we had time to spare we kinda layed together for a minute before he had to take a shower and get dressed for church.

i got dressed because i had to leave and take the train to ashleys place around 8:30, packed up my stuff sat at the table with him for a min while he finished his bagel and raisin bran<– *bleh* kinda talked about what happened last night and this morning, he doesnt think i should stay overnight anymore because in his words its too *tempting*  and he thinks sex will follow after.

whateveR! i kinda gave him the *what the hell are u talking about look* and told him i was leaving, picked up my stuff and said our goodbyes, said he would call me later. havent heard from him yet. while i was waiting at the train station is when i started to PMS! perfect timing lol *rolling my eyes* went to a store nearby to use their restroom and change, good thing i bought those pads. went back to the station and took the train to ashleys to pick up my son.</p>

came back home, cleaned up abit, ironed his clothes for school tomorrow and ended up falling asleep after for about 2 hours. now im just relaxing, checking mail. havent been online for awhile, came back to about 300 emails on aol, mostly spam. bleh. but yeah thats pretty much it. daylight savings time kinda messed with me earlier, forgot it went back an hour.

geez i cant believe i typed all of this, had to scroll up some hahaha. ok. im done blabbing, just checking in to say all is well. night folks.