Anticipation

The snow is really coming down here…beautiful really, but I’m getting worried that I won’t be able to make it to the “special night” Kyle has planned for me. My boss called at 7:45 this morning and told me that we were having a snow day and to stay home and off the roads. I couldn’t fall back asleep so I just lit a candle, curled up on the couch with a blanket and watched Love Actually…such a super cute movie.

Is it weird that when I watch movies like that I think of Kyle and not my boyfriend? Ooops.

So Kyle has some kind of magical evening planned for me tonight. He is picking me up at six. All he told me is that I can dress comfortably instead of dressing up, he is picking me up in a “special car” and he is making dinner for me. He said it will be a night I will never forget. I am really excited that he is wanting to do something nice for me but I keep trying to tell him that he doesn’t need to impress me. He says that I deserve a night of romance and relaxation…I do, but I would be completely content just sitting at home with him watching a movie.

I shouldn’t be nervous about spending time with him tonight, but he is just making such a big deal about these plans that I am getting really nervous! We are going to his parents house (so we don’t have to deal with his roommates ruining anything) so I don’t think he’s expecting sex (but of course I have to wear the sexy bra and thong set just in case). I told him last night that I was nervous and he simply said, “It’s just me you’re spending time with, don’t be nervous, be excited.”

I am excited…I really am…I just feel like tonight is a lot of pressure for some reason. Ok, ok, now I am really psyching myself out now…I just need to sit down and not think about all this. I’ll add an update tomorrow and let everyone know how it goes.