Many Changes …

Its been so long since I have been here … so much has happened … I have learned so much about myself and where I am going. 

Looking back .. . I certainly have been on a journey of sorts.  I feel regretful  for some of my decisions I have made. However,  I guess these decisions helped me come to where I am today.  I had to break out of my cocoon and learn all over again … about myself and all I was sheltered from for 21 years.  I never want to go through all that again.

My heart is no longer unsettled .

I have found what I though I would never be able to find in this life time … I have found someone who I know I have always loved.  It is a miracle that he found me. My prayers were answered and my soul is content FINALLY! 

I have NEVER loved anyone so deeply and so totally before.  We have been together for 7 mos 9 days and I want to be with him for an eternity .

The connection I feel with him is so intense .. so real … sooooo awsome. 

Looking back on some of the entries I wrote … Its clear to me that there was path that needed to be traveled, a plan set in place by GOD.  He sent me Berkay that opened my eyes and gave me the friendship, self esteem and confidence I needed to make my feelings known to follow my heart and souls desire …

I was taught a lot by the IM’s that came my way.  Each one gave me a clearer picture and lead me closer to … “String.#$@!”  when he messaged me I knew he was different.  He was “special”.

I met him online, we met in person (hes the guy with the red check “Vans” … lol)  we went to the beach and the rest is history… I know our history has just begun  … I will keep writing … for we have an eternity together…

Thank you Berkay from Turkey …