HERE I AM

You have touched my heart and opened my eyes with your friendship.  I was just exsisting before you came into my life.  I enjoy you so much … you make me smile … You have the warmest heart, kindest words, and a spark of excitement that energizes me.

 Its amazing that we are worlds apart as well as years apart and yet we have an understanding and friendship that has turned my life around.  All because I accepted a message you sent on my computer one day… or did GOD send you my way ?

Before I married my husband we had a baby on the way,  I married him … I loved him?, but I was not “IN LOVE” with him and that is how it has been for me …forever long. His feelings have always gone deeper for me but I cannot give back. We have three beautiful children.  My life is for my children.  I stopped being me … I lost myself … I hid my feelings deep down for my children … I died. 

 You opened my eyes … and I will be eternally greatful.   

 I will always be your friend. For you have given me back something I lost.