[1] Baby Got Back

Well. It’s been over a year since I have written in this. I have been reading over a few entries of the past and it’s amazing how some things change and others stay the same. Friends I thought I’d have forever have long since faded away. Perspectives on love and life are similar, but not entirely. Events that were so important have been forgotten until this glimpse into the past.

And yet, even after all of those changes, things are still changing in my life. I’m currently making a decision as to where I want to continue my education and my pre-adult life. There are a lot of options. Some are dreams and others are possibilities. Still others are just fleeting ideas that come and go on an almost daily basis.

My love life, as always, is a dream and a wish that I make up as I go along. My ex boyfriend is engaged. The more I think about it the more I realize that that should have could have been me. After two weeks of knowing I’m still feeling confusion and disbelief. I want him to be happy, but I want to be happy too.

Nothing else is really happening. Life goes on with day to day happenings as always. The cycle contines on.