Relief

     The power of relief is amazing folks! My mom asked me a question about what I am going to do for school in the fall, and I told her my plan. So far, she is thinking that I wasted my time and that the school is trying to swindle me out of money. Whatever. All I know is that my loan fell because I think I reached my loan limit. Somehow my credit is bad, and the only person who knows all of my information and used my information when I was younger to get an apartment was my older sister. We haven’t been in touch for a year now, so I don’t know how well she’s doing right now. I’m not trying to blame her or anything. I just want to get to the cause of the problem.

     Between next month and now, I have to get a job. One of my friends, J, lives in RI, and his birthday is next month. I want to be able to get him and my friend a birthday present and to be able to pay back my friend for the hotel room that she booked. She told me that I would have to pay $125, but I don’t know if that was per night or what.

     I need to get in touch with my friends from high school who attend the community college for some linkage of a sorts. I feel absolutely cruddy (as my friend, B, would say) about not keeping in touch with them like I should. It should be healthy for me to have more sincere friends in my life.

—Totus Tuus