OUR CRAZY RELATIONSHIP CONTINUES FOR ETERNITY

I saw my boyfriend today

we go back together now, I guess.

Our relationship is hard to explain but imma try.

He cheats by talkin to other females, meaning gettin there number and talkin to them on the phone.

I cheat by doing the same thing its just i go extra wit it by going over they house and chillin wit

maybe go out on a date.

I go extra because it makes me feel better.

He knows I know about the females and I Know he knows about the males.

We ask eachother are you cheating or who you talkin to now??

But we never say who.

I know your thinkin yall should just brake up for good.

But we can’t, everytime we do we always come back to eachother no matter what, no matter

who broke up wit who.

We just really love eachother and are in love wit eachother

and since we cant always talk and see eachother then we stray sometimes but

WE NEVER GO AS FAR AS ANYTHING SEXUAL.

I know and he knows that is tooooo far.

Basically we know what we can get away with.

And honestly i have no problem with him talkin to other girls as long as iam number one

and he know who to come to. Cus he is a boy he going to pick up

girls even if i say dont! So i just let him and he lets me.

But, sometimes i hate it cus yea i have no problem doing it sometimes

but i dont do it all the time.

And he does like that was my mistake for giving him tooo much leash.

But iam pullin it back slowly

So iam never worried about losin him cus no bitch can brake us apart.

Iam just scared that one is going to come by and actually will be capable to brake us apart thats

why iam stoppin us from talkin to other ppl just for fun and not doin nothin wit them.

And yes i know he does nothing wit them, i have eyes everywhere that he has no clue about.

And he has hella eyes watchin me!!!! Ugh but thats good so i wont slip up.

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October 15, 2009
October 16, 2009

well as long as you know where your relationship stands that’s all that matters

October 16, 2009

well as long as you know where your relationship stands that’s all that matters

October 17, 2009

if u really and truley loved and cared about eachother u wouldnt be seeing other guys/girls. Yakno? I just dont really get that! In order for me to fully be with sum1 we have to trust and commit and it doesnt seem like you guys have that at all. Get it together, your too smart to be dealin wit sum boy who cant be commited.. and u need to commit to him too and stop talkin to other dudes!