R.I.P BABY GIRL OR BOY

I had a miscarriage   

August 09,2009.

 

I was two weeks from being 3 months pregnant I was already showing and thats how i knew somethin was wrong.

Because the lower part of my stomach started to pock out and my stomach started to get round.

So i had all the signs but too scared to take a test untill i went over my best

friend house and i took a test (that was August 08,2009).

Guess what the result was??????????? 

It said negative so we were confused

So we didnt know what to think, because i had all the signs and i was craving chocolate like a damn crazy person trying to get high!!!!

The rest of the day we didnt say anything about it, we left it alone and went out had fun and came in the house late.

But ……………..

The next morning the truth came out.

I woke up around 9:30am with real bad stomach pains and i thought i had to use the rest room

well while i was i got this SERIOUSE SHARP PAIN like i was going to die!!!!

Then i pushed

and my baby came out

IAM NOT GOING TO GO IN TO DETAIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i locked my self in the bathroom slid on the floor and cried for 30 minutes. (But i knew i was going to lose my baby

because how low it was in my stomach and I THINK WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS I DIDNT KNOW IF MY BABY WAS A BOY OR GIRL)

Then i stopped and got up and woke up my bestfriend and told her and cried again, she tried to touch me but i moved

i didnt want her simpathy i didnt want to talk or eat or sleep after i told her.

I just laid back down beside her and cried quietly.

That day we didnt do anything we just walked to get something to eat and came back and we just layed

in bed all day and watched tv.