I’m So Sad!!

I don’t know why. Nothing has happened in so long, actually everything is going perfectly it really is, why arent i happy about it? I’m just never happy ever! I really didnt want to post anything only because i know it makes me seem so incredibly weak and well heh…look at me im a ball of weakness. ALl I do all the time is cry and sleep, go on the computer and sulk be a complete bitch to people that im supposed to care about. ya well whatever point being is im screwing myself over and i dont know how to stop. I’m just do depressed and sad all the time…i thought my meds were supposed to take care of this. grrr. I dont know im at a loss for words. I told my best friend that i didnt care if i died and that i thought i wanted to. i dont know anymore someone help me!