December 31, 2002

Another Birthday is upon me

How do I start off the New Year? With another birthday..I’m 23 now. Since most of my friends live out of state I spent today pretty much by myself. My mom did get me balloons and a cake but I didn’t have anyone to spend time with today. How depressing. I’m starting to feel old. All of my friends are either married or they are in a relationship. I just don’t know what to do about anything.

College starts back in about a week. I honestly can’t wait. Classes will give me something to do. I’ll be able to get back into creating my radio masterpieces.

Time seems to have slowed down. It just creeps by slowly tearing me to pieces. Everyday I feel my life is being wasted. There is so much I want to do but I can’t find the strength to do it.

~Auryn~

you have a beautiful name…how do you pronounce it? 🙂 ~Carrie~

~Rand~

January 1, 2003

Hi there, the name is Rand here, and I just wanted to say that I know how you feel about being alone, and not having someone to be with, and my friends being married or in relationships. hope your going to have an amazing year, and Happy Birthday. Maybe we can talk soon. Laterz for now, ~Rand~

i just wanted to say hi-that i enjoy reading your diary its so not boring-and i definitely enjoyed the note you left the author of F…this S…. OR Whatever it is (shes a stupid ho who leaves me nasty dumb notes) im the one who writes notes that say she has body crabs and syphillis!!!!hehe greekgoddess04

you are at a point in your life where you are trying to find your self amongst a sea of people who dont want you to be who you really are. – *~*~*trixie*~*~*