A simple wish…

This time of year always has me down. I see all the couples hanging out and shopping and it makes me sad. All I want is someone who will love me for who I am. My wish for this holiday season is just a kiss. A simple kiss. I can already tell you that it’s not going to happen. That’s all I really want for my birthday too (which is in a week btw). Odds are that it’s not going to happen then either.

My friends tell me to wait. My time will come. I say it should have come by now. At least in some form. I can count on one hand with two fingers how many relationships I’ve been in. I’d say that for a 22 year old that is pretty pathetic. And no one seems to understand why I get depressed around the holidays. I have no one to share them with. My family doesn’t celebrate Christmas because of religious reasons but I feel that Christmas is a time of giving and a time to be with loved ones. Only problem…I don’t have a loved one to share it with. *sigh*

It’s time for bed. G’nite.

~Auryn~