Goodbye, Rube.

Hmm. I hadnt heard this yet.

Yeah, we got this news last night. Sad.

I JUST watched Fear and Loathing yesterday! (I read it back in college, but never saw the movie). What a shame.

Yeah, I heard about this on the news this morning. Eric

Man I did not hear about this…read and own both of those books. Shocker.

Looks like he went out on his terms, and I doubt he would have let it happen any other way.

My thought was that this was the inevitable end of an egomanical, disturbed man. The cynic in me says, “Good career move.” The better person in me hopes that he rests in peace. He sure didn’t have any while here.

I heard this on the radio this morning. It’s very sad. They said that he was found by his son. I didn’t realize that he lived in CO – near Aspen – not that that means anything.

I’m more of an Arthur Miller mourner.

RYN: BOTH?

I heard about this in a divey diner, on the radio, watching an old man make me eggs. It seemed the right way to find out, and I got inexplicably sad, sadder than I thought.

ryn: thanks. you have…once again… made things crystal clear for me. you are so wise 🙂 –

so strange…i was on a date when i heard, and the first thing i thought about doing was getting to a computer so i could check in with you and leave you a note. love you,

yeah. that’s really sad. the saddest part of it is I…don’t know…who…that was….

RYN: With their current salary cap problems, it might end up being the janitor from the weight room. He can’t really read a defense yet, but I hear he’s got one hell of an arm. Yes, I’m crying.

Hey, I know a guy that can help….all you have to do is match his ~$10M salary and cough up a couple of first round picks.

my ass was on readers choice… oh lord!

ryn: so what do you think her deal is? I am not sure why this bothers me so much, but she is just so out there. LIke she’s pitching a new 90210 type show where girl runs off from horrid job, cuts her hair, dies it blond and hits the road landing in NYC, etc. Like Rainy in the City. Ugh.

ryn: exactly. My imaginary book advance is going to be HUGE and fabulous. YOu know the one, the one for my imaginary book. My lack of motivation is just slightly less than my lack of talent.

Rest in peace, man! Aims

ryn: I have the BEST feet.

RYN: What a great note that was! I would soooo love for you to talk to Jeff. I can hear the whole conversation in my head right now, and it makes me laugh! I think that Jeff does need a guy to talk to, a real guy, an experienced guy unlike any of his friends. I’m sure you would scare him though. He bruises easily.

RYN: It’s hard to pronounce “F” when you’re all numbed up. But thanks.

ryn- how can I request it form her if I cant even note her…..? Or is there some other way I am not aware of??

Yeah, He lived life the way he wanted to, and ended it when he wanted to………. I guess he was done with living……….

RYN – Yes! When’s your birthday?

RYN – I read it, too. So? Address? Birthday?

Not so much what?

ryn: I wonder if Bruce should be creating a Garage Door-Challenged section in Interests. 🙂

Came across these, they are interesting and another perspective … http://www.mises.org/story/1751 http://www.lewrockwell.com/rockwell/failure-of-compromise.html

RYN- Your anal reviews? I agree. Careful.

RYN: You are the lone dissenter. Sorry. 🙂

Go back and Refresh.

RYN: Amazing. Regarding #8. Who do they call when their ROUND STOVE breaks!? Some of them, though, I would LOVE to live in. That candy apple red bidet!? So hot!

RYN: Hey, thanks for stopping by 🙂

RYN: Well eventually I’ll feel better… Like August or something.

RYN: “Somebody needs to do it.” Why? Because it’s “illegal”? Well, driving 60 MPH in a 55 zone is “illegal”, but I don’t think they should make a federal case out of it. And yeah, I’m comparing steroid use among ‘adults’ to a traffic violation. I just think that it’s a classic case of using the wrong tool for the wrong job. Eric

wanna double down? want a lap dance? i’m reaching. i just randomed here and read back. hm. hi.

ryn: cool, you’ll have to let me know if that happens. What would you be doing?

I will do, dont worry.

ryn: Vibrating controller? I’m all over that. ;o)

RYN: REALLY? Hmmm… I didn’t notice. Maybe it’s a random rotating ad, and when I went it was different? *shrug* Eric

ryn: oooh secretive 😉 –

ryn: Thanks for the addition. In reality my question was about YOU ALL HAVE (ya’llve)? Doubting it’s a word, but if I’m using ya’ll, I might as well use ya’llve, right?

RYN – Because he doesn’t wave back. And he’s ugly.

So how do you meet women? Is the bar/club crowd any better? Have you tried the singles groups? Friends of friends? What do people do to meet people in the real world?

that was such a crazy movie!

RYN: awww honey buns! I’m flattered!! FYI: today’s pink bow day!

RYN: Thank you, you made me feel better. STILL! Ack! I can’t even imagine. I’d be mortified. Be well,

ryn: I don’t know if he meant to insult me or cover his own ass, but wierdly enough. I’m totally wanting to have sex with him again, but be really good at it this time.

ryn: ummm, not sure what I did to deserve that note…..

rywhatever: Dang, someone’s snarky today!!!! (or maybe I’m just reading you wrong!) You know I love you Duke! Of course, I had to stare and stare at my outfit to figure out what was “wrong” with it – other than the spit up I discovered shows on the picture, I figured I was lucky I was clothed at all – there are many weekends I don’t make it out of my pjs!

Ah yet another pointless note from my number one reader. Oh by the way, that is an exceptionally ugly baby you have their, musy take after you thatn. Come back again somtime.

Yo dick head, why no note me back, cant take sh#t from someone else eh you ugly mother fu#ker.

Looking dayum sexy on the front page too! Hell NO I won’t tell you who she is! And she keeps forgetting it anyways. Arg.

I don’t know who you think you are but you are a complete jerk. I read your notes from 25 years later and I would have to say that you obviously are too much into yourself to realise that some people do make mistakes and that they can change and become a different person. Why do you have to be so mean to the guy? Don’t you think he has suffered enough?

YOU ARE A RETARD

RYN: Yes, I suppose you are right. Until I feel safe again though, this is the way it’s going to be. Besides darling, you have access, what more could you possibly want? 😉 Be well,

ryn: i think i’m just gonna ignore it, but man is your offer tempting! i’d love to see what YOU’D come up with!

hmmm…Thanks for the hate notes. Grrrr. I guess I’m not a ‘favorite’ any more. ;o/

RYN: Ok, I’ll bite. What exactly was it about Top Gun that you hated? Eric

RYN: I know what you mean about not liking something because everyone around you is bonkers over it and it drives you nuts. I was that way about Friends. I didn’t even watch one single episode until after it went to syndication. However, with Top Gun, I never saw it in the theater, when all the big hoopla was being made. I didn’t see it until they had it on TV. Eric

ryn: Ok, is it my imagination that you have some entries missing since I last looked…or am I losing it?

RYN: Laughing my ass off!!

So when shall I move in with you?

Yo ugly, you be smoking crack. What diary you be talking then gay? Damn, ugly and stupid, your the total package. Life be crap.

So you admit that the baby on your min page is ugly? Thats a little harsh, but if thats what you honestly think of it, I mean her, ah well.

RYN: Thanks for the encouragement.

RYN: That’s kind of you to say. 🙂 Be well,

ryn: he is amazing. email me at a2dkelly@aol.com and I will forward your email onto him and intro. thanks so much

RYN: No, but its funny you say that, because I think that is all that might help me as I just keeping going further downward on my own. I was just thinking about going inpatient today. We’ll see. Thanks. I know you care and its good to know.

RYN: I was like “Toitle? What is a toitle?” I actually googled it! I feel so stupid now! A site for Teenage Mutant Ninja Totiles came up. LOL

RYN: Well I did say maybe I was being harsh, and that American’s work hard and might just be exhausted. I know I’m American… it’s just that… we could be better, don’t you think? Like better dressed, environmental, and on-board with Metrics. That’s all. Oh and the gun thing. Maybe we could do something about all the guns.

sweetie: write. that is all. love!

RYN: I agree with you. You always have great advice, by the way. But what do I say if he reverts to the herpes excuse? Is there a come back for that?

RYN: You seem a lot wiser regarding relationships than I, so I think you will be the winner here. I expect a full report! I kind of expect my answer will be: settle.

RYN: Ya think? Actually, I’m not weird at all…just midly amused at certain things from time to time 😉

RYN: I knew that…or at least, was hoping that 🙂

RYN: Oh yeah! Thanks. I fergot. 😉

Speaking of which, when are you going to write another entry?? *smiles*

RYN: LMAO…again! Unlike most others, you appreciated the humor in my entry. Major points for that 😉

RYN: Matthew had training wheels for two years. It didn’t help at all. As for the pope, I stand by my comments. I think the pope is just as dangerous as the president at this point. This is not the time to be electing extremists.

RYN: They may not necessarily get worse, but I can’t see it getting any better.

Poor old Hunter S Thompson..

RYN: That isn’t the way the term is meant. Yes, there are feminists out there who blame men for the problem. There are also feminists out there who simply realize that men and women have to work together to eradicate sexual violence. Simply arming women isn’t enough–that would turn life into a war zone.

Did you just stay in Vegas or what? Have you even GONE?

hello?

Happy Birthday 🙂

You are THIRD from the bottom of my faves, followd ONLY by Chuck and Joebug. And I think Joebug’s is deleted.

RYN: Terrifying. Are you trying to tell me something? 😉 Be well,

Happy birthday, Duke. I didn’t send you the card 🙁 Did you get the other one, though?

RYN: Probably because I am using pictures as backgrounds and they are not saved to the OD hard drive. If you are still using a dial-up that would compound the problem.

I miss youuuu! More diary writing, more diary writing, more diary writing!!!

Hey, you never know. You could be a cheap bast@rd.

I would love to retire in the next six months! But I’m anal, I must check it. Every month. I’m a Virgo! Don’t you know my head will explode if I don’t open the envelope?!

And write some damned entries, dammit! Unless of course you are and they’re all Favorites Only and I’m not a favorite, in which case I’ll just say this: “WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!”

RYN: Thanks for the note. It’s always cool to be reminded I’m not the only one from Kansas City floating out here in the void of cyberspace. *smiles* I was checking out your AOL instant messenger name…stupid question here, are you or did you go to Park University?? Just had to ask. Take care and thanks again for the note.

RYN (and it’s nice to see you noting): I drove by Deadwood and was tempted to go visit because of the name…. *smiles* Hugs

Well hell, have you stopped writing?

:: must see current entry ::

Where are you? Why no writings? Hm? HMMM?

ry gay n: thanks babe! If you were here I’d hold your hand in public and everything. xo-

Where ARE you?! Not even a drunk dial lately. Have I offended you in some way? At any rate, I miss you and hope you’re okay.

*ROTFLMAO* AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Eric

ryn: Hi. I dont’ understand your note to me…the link. It takes me to a diary that is favorites only. and why are you calling me a hooker, pimp?

Seven days of normalcy. (sp?) I feel good. 🙂 I hope all is well in your neck of the woods. Its going to be a great memorial day weekend I think. 🙂 I am sure you have big plans with your pack. 🙂

ryn: so what was thast note Lincoln left about? hookers? huh?

Write a new entry already, will you. I”m tired of noting this same one. Pimp.

RYN: No, I didn’t know, but I don’t really care. I still have, and use, my Nintendo 64, lol. I get hooked on certain games and that is all I need to be perfectly happy. I’m easy that way 😉

Update this bitch huh? Be well,

The Ass Muck Continues in the new saga “Back in Ann Coulter’s Ass-Saddle Again”….the Fart Funnel Strikes Back…

Thompson was a dick.

ryn: I usually try to comfort him first, if that doesn’t work than I see if he’s hungry. He usually is. He eats about every hour and a half to every two hours during the day too. He’s just a hungry, hungry little hippo. When are you going to write an entry dude?????

ryn: LOL

ryn on Fat Rey Slim’s diary: this place is nothing but crack whores and hookers.

RYN: You are wrong, sir. I have already fallen apart. ;^) Eric

nice talking to you saturday.

ryn: I wasn’t speeding! I turned left after the green arrow had changed to red… but I was already in the intersection! Buttheads that they are, the police don’t care about INNOCENCE dammit!

How do I say Oh well? Oh, that’s right… “Oh well.”

DAMN IT!!!!! FOILED AGAIN!!!!!!!!

RYN: That might also depend on the gauge it was pierced at. It’s typical for them to be pierced at 14ga, which is what mine was done at, but you can get larger or smaller. My friend Carrie had hers done at 12 and I’ve seen some done at 16. The stud also plays a big part, plus the person skill as well. Duck has said he’s been with girls that had them and he couldn’t tell muchof a difference either.

ryn: I’m not sure what a mud hole is.

No, it’s Arabian Prince feat Eazy E. You’re slipping.

ryn: ideally, yes, but who in nyc even has a car let alone a truck.

ryn: stalker! that place made me so mad though. we never got inside and got pissed off and went to Tom Fooleries instead. i heard it sucks anyway. were you inside or outside? you shoulda said hi! and you need to write an entry dammit! –

ryn: do YOU feel like coming here and driving me to IKEA?

RYN: As long as he uses bar-b-que sauce, because I’m a little gamy. ;^) Eric

he’s not only the richest but most into me guy I’ve ever been with. Still money is only able to buy so much. Other than Hawaii trip, most guys can take me to dinner and movies, which is mostly what we do. I was once crazy about GP, a bartender/actor who still lived with his parents. He only called at 2am though. Most guys here are so lazy/spoiled and commitment phobic that cartman is a rarity

hard to believe but he’s one of the nicest guys, in the fact that he wants to be married with kids so badly and is really mushy and romantic

RYN: read my entry today.

ryn: am I sensing some frey jealousy? hows about sending me a black and white of YOU with your shirt off? anyway, when are you coming to NY to be my new boyfriend?

The baseball game I feel I should’nt have had to pay since they(3 guys) invited us and tix were only $5. Cartman has way more issues than his dangling $ carrots at me. Plus I’m thisclose to breaking up with him regardless of how much money he has. The neighbor is right next door and single. If he were butt ugly and mean then it wouldn’t matter either.

Point is, yes money matters. It’s like guys liking thin, young big breasted girls. But it’s not the most important thing. If I met a cute, nice British guy who spoke Chinese, he could be broke. I’d still date him. Cartman whines about his addictions, loneliness and pain all the time. It was nice to be loved/needed but it’s starting to wear on me..especially when I feel he exaggerates/manipulates

Do you ever go to Rhode Island? I’d love to meet you in person next time you go. I’d even drive down to that awful state to meet you.

ryn: actually I don’t give a f*ck about my credibility. I can type and manage to get from bed to computer chair. it feels like hell, but I can make it to the bathroom and eventually I can get my pants down to pee and do all the little motions you take for granted. i can’t open cupboards, etc for food. I can’t open bottles. most importantly, mentally I’m completely spent…

I am depressed and scared out of my mind being 4 flights up when I can’t walk down them. I’m scared alone with my thoughts. I can’t stop picturing it and feel isolated. Of course I have friends. Some say they will come by tom. after work and walk the dog. The dog peed all over the floor NOW and I cannot reach and grab to clean it up. these things are depressing and upsetting. knowing pool

is more important than being with me is just completely destroying me. weak, I know, but again, I dont’ give a f*ck.

I just kind of, I don’t know. I feel like I am losing a friend, cos I am. I don’t think I have ever been deleted off someones favorites before……………

ryn: Thanks, I thought I had heard that somewhere. I’ll try it!

ryn: The news article can be found here: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/8500603/ Apparently they figured it out through people that know him and also via IP address.

Hey! Did you just call me a whore you filthy slut?! Be well,

Where’s your f’ckin entries you f’ckin slut?!!!?!?!?!?! =) =) =) =) =)

ryn: but I have a lovely evening bag! http://www.horecottage.com/

Amen brother… A-f*cking-men…

Dear God, if popularity were judged by notes you’d be prom king. I love you hon and you’re not retarded my friend… you will value the right woman when you meet her and start your family… the timing is different for everyone. Sometimes I wish I’d had the right mindset when I got married. We can’t lament over the past though can we? love,

ryn: Oh God, I know. That person is, though. She’s both. You’re so right, though.

ryn: well, my LAST entry happened to be bitching about my husband. Great thing for him to see, “oh, that’s the site she goes to to bitch about me!” I wish I had something exciting and scandelous to write about. Nah, not really!

ryn: and I think YOU are secretly enamored.

That was gonna be private. My bad. Oh well.

Parliament is a dirty slut …. who NEVER UPDATES!!! Write already! 🙂

ryn: I don’t understand your note. Can you please explain?

RYN: We aren’t allowed to use that function in my office. It’s “rude” and “invasive” or something like that. Be well,

You made me cry, but that’s o.k. I needed to. Be well,

Thanks for the tip. I tried to do system restore, but it was not successful 🙁

If you don’t watch out someone might call you Hermione Granger. I think the horse was nervous, because he rode her up to the water, I took her to the water walking by her side, and she had water in her stall and she never drank any of it.

Thanks again. Yes, I was able to restore via Spy Subtract.

Not including tools purchased that will be used in future projects? about $140 for the wood, another $30 for the screws, stain, and sandpaper.

RYN: Till tomorrow. Help me. Please?

This brings back 7ht/8th grade to me like it was yesterday. 🙂

My note above meant for previous entry. ‘sigh’ I’m such a geek….still. Thanks for your note. 🙂

ryn: again, if you think so, take me on a date, why don’t you. This offer won’t last forever.

ryn: showering at the gym is a brilliant idea! now if i could find one in my area that doesn’t have that balley’s fitness vibe. maybe yoga instead. looking forward to you returning from your writing hiatus and in the meantime, catching up on your musings since my hiatus. xo

ryn: I don’t understand the correlation between my comforter and breakdancing.

RYN: You’re right about the Gameshark hack for the PS2. Thanks. I didn’t think of that, and didn’t run across it. I googled it and found the codes for it. Thanks for the heads up. Eric

what happened to you? did you leave the site or did you just stop reading my diary?

RYN: LOL, I hear that ALL the time. Trust me, I know this. 😉

ryn: pretty much. I grew up 10 mins from midtown. I coudln’t wait to be able to afford living in the city. Since I’ve moved to midtown I have never wanted to leave. I had a brief Brooklyn apt. but didn’t like it and moved back to nyc.

RYN: Thanks for the advice. Strangely enough, I only missed myself once today and that was when I got flustered. It’s amazing what ‘change’ will do to a person. *smiles* But thank you, between you and my ‘dealing circle’, I just might actually get it. Hugs

Where are you my good man ? Much respect.

RYN: Yes. Now call the WAHMBULANCE. Be well,

ryn: wow! your note was not only insightful, but it also rhymed. from now one can they all be rhyming?

RYN: yes it most certainly is a sledge hammer. No sweet jumps for me. *cue to napoleon hurting his gonads off the jump* i dont have gonads, but if i did, damn wouldn’t it hurt?

You’re a sissyfag! From your buddy William-

Yes, 2 of them… and I have trained them as well as my daughters…

LOL… ryn and you’re right. But every once in a while, that old blood pressure goes up and I get worked up. That’s why I don’t write about politics often and left the politics boards I used to post on. LOL i blocked the dude, and will be much happier as a result, LOL

RYN: “Your final quote from above is actually from a statement released by her family.” Yeah… it was the quote her in-laws made, but in this case it was used by a poster over at Red State. Anyway… yes, I’m sure you’re quite right. While the right slams her, the left will use her. That’s the way it goes. But my point is that she has the right to her protest, and vilifying her for (cont)

… exersizing that right is just… well, unAmerican.

RYN: You’re great. Can I hire you as my personal “Dr. Phil”? I have no idea if he saw stars… I’m gonna have a good think about this.

ryn, no, he’s not fat! and he’s only on grass at night! LOL

RYN: WOW! You were so DEAD ON with your response to my female noters about Linda and PMS. So much so, it’s scary. She DID know last night, she even said so while she was screaming at me and insulting me about how I raise my son. She just couldn’t calmly talk about it until this morning. Eric

Who? Me or him?

HEY! I see you leaving notes for people. WHERE is the update? And where is MY note?!?!? Eh???! *chases you down and tackles you*

“understand my pain and anger”? i bow in deference to your large, albeit metaphorical, ovaries. now lay off the dr. phil, you pussy.

ryn: no the reins are not around her leg, they’re around the saddle horn. You can see it better in the second pic. I might would have put the camera down for that.

I have a couple that you can borrow.

RYN: Um, rushing into buying a house wouldn’t be on an 18-24 month plan, now would it? Plans change and people do too. I’m just happy that he’s back to thinking about OUR future as opposed to HIS present being the dominant thought. Hugs

Happy Memorial Day Parliment. 🙂 miss ya. Been doing good, for me.

RYN I added this to the entry. http://www.thisislondon.com/news/articles/PA_NEWA12843661125997597A0?source=PAFeed

RYN The point of the article was not gather the dead before the living, thats an absurd statement, the point is why are they there in the first place. Govt and everyone below bungled the crises and bush made it worse. Clearly we can see the racist nature of govt agencies when blacks are involved.

Don’t count on 7 turnovers to help your cause this week. In fact, you better pray that the Priest isn’t the one that suffers a “blowout”.

RYN: AHAHAHHAHAHAH! No! Fishy hoo-has are from YEAST infections, Pariament. So. My hoo smells exactly like nothing. It’s the pee-hole that has the issue.

RYN: I’ve never heard his show.

It’s game day, pookie. You scared yet?

So, how much did you pay the officials?

I miss you. I know I am still a ridiculous creature, but I miss you alot. You were one strong and honest voice in my diary, and I miss you alot.

RYN: Yeah, she was married to the same man for most of her adult life, from ages 18-47. Why? Do you know something that I don’t? Eric

ryn: that link…proves my point even more. read it more carefully. I did (for the last 2 years) let my boss know abou tmy blog, never named names nad never gave out trade secrets. He even told me to continue the diary–he loved the idea.

btw, that is indeed press, while just a blog, that guy also happens to write for the most prominent nYC social scene magazine. Everyone knows him, reads the blog and his actualy magazine.

Anything is better than Madden in the booth. Anything. And when one bad call means the difference between losing and winning, pointswise, you sort of cling to it. When it happens EVERY G’D*MN year, you start to feel persecuted. In any case, it was a good game. Hopefully, we’ll return the favor the first Sunday in November.

I don’t take anyone on OD seriously. Too many arm chair lawyers and people who walk on water here. It is a place to express feelings and tell out your life if you dare, or just post fictional stories. There is no reality to it so to take reality and try to apply it here is a waste of time. People are always beautiful and right in their own minds even if the world doesn’t revolve around them.

sheesh, I’ve already told you my backup plan. MOVE IN WITH YOU. Better get the spare bed ready.

And Stephanie Klein got a book deal–um—her book deal was that they turn the diary into a book. duh, again. If that slut can do it, there is a small chance I can too. When I spend most of my day prone and crying, please let me have a little innocent daydreaming to make it not a total dismal road to offing myself, k?

what I need (and want) far more than your chicken soup of advice is to be taken out to dinner. I want to get dressed up, straighten my hairs (!), smell lovely and go out for wine and fancy adult food. If you can’t provide that, shut up. Thank you very much.

You leave the most thought provoking notes ever.

RYN: I really adore you, you know that? Be well,

Am I missing something? Where are you??? I got your note… thank you hon… I miss you. Write more if you get the chance…

I responded to you on Scorchcake’s diary, you mean note -policer.

i know! i guess this is something they do in the southwest. in new york they are mostly on the side of the house. i’m not sure why they do that here but i’m pretty sure it has something to do with stupidity. heh!

In my other persona, our noting paths cross quite often. I assume that you write “faves only,” and yet I could wish it were not so – your notes are so witty and cogent, I’d like to read more of you. How about giving the hoi-polloi a chance again? We’re not ALL ‘tweens, out here.

RYNs: Thank you for your suggestions. I will give them consideration. As for taut and curly… maybe you’re not hanging out with the right girls… or is that TMI?

*tackle* We got it. 🙂 🙂 🙂 Be well,

Did you quit writing here or are you one them there fancy “Favorites Only” diaries?

Never fear, my anonymous friend. A new entry is on the way. —

oh good.

why bother? no one gives a sh*t.

ryns: you made me laugh and then you flattered me. that’s pretty much all a guy needs to do for me to marry him.

RYdreamN: Really? Was it good? Pheremonally yours,