Ebb and Flow

Not sure where to start.  My mind, lately, has been a roiling mess of ebb and flow, constant flittering thought.  One minute, I love all of humanity and the next I despise everyone.  My mind has been a setting for various ideas that I’m always too lazy to document.  Partly because the motivation to do so gets sapped away by the thought that someone else, somewhere, has already thought of the same thing and published it in something I just haven’t gotten to reading yet.  It’s really quite discouraging.