…acacia…

…that’s the chalet name…very unique and nice…hmm…on the 17th…on the way to imm…bao confide in me…thks…she is rather strong…but sis…i can’t bear the thought of losing u…took mrt to pasir ris…the chalet was cool…fully equip…then me go balcony to sort out my thinking…just letting go of tears…haha…then the rest come…blah blah…me and bao escape to see sunset…but stupid cloud go block it…at that time…it was very peaceful…just keeping quiet…and let tears just fell from our cheeks…thanks sis…’so very crazy’ part was when me and bao disturb cheong xiao li at midnight…we were watching a thriller show…haha…then we “so-called” desperate for laughter…keep on disturbing him…no matter how lame…lolz…really cannot take it…it was fun…making him the star of all advertisements aired on tv…haha…the joke was sort of cruel…since our mouth cannot lose..he used the sofa pillow to hit us..coward guy…lolz…
the slping time also no peace…quarel then laughing for no reason…lolz…then finally sleep…when mal slp…he damn noisy…when he is…the noise will followed by yys and alvin…it was a cold, hard and sleepless night…on my left keep fidgeting and on my right..keep hitting her butt…haha..then i cannot slp…haiz…
next morning…then played bluff, heart attack and all sort of game including donkey…haha…
overall was physically fun and lots of laughter…but so wad im laughing…it can’t heal my wound…imagine after one stab to ur heart…u are stab again…it was alrite to get stab once…but im not strong to take three blow…but then…i get it…history repeated again and again…and i have only myself to regret for making a very foolish decision…it’s was my fault that im deeply hurt…it was just another softness in my heart…if i know…i won’t let it repeat…why shud i think of sumone happiness and desire when my own i can’t fulfilled it…yep…why shud i when u dun…let me be my ownself…the girl who is heartless feelingless and full of hatred…i think just hatred in my heart will not make me do any mistake…it was a grave mistake…it was perfect murder to me…

“…u had gone too far to prove that u are just a liar…jerk…”
“…it’s hurts to see u away…but with plenty of desires…”
“…are u still u…or just a creature that changed overnight…”