Kay So

Kay so I love my baby sister and she has this boyfriend that is in prison And I think he’s a really good person but sometimes I wonder about him because I know the type of person he is. I mean don’t get me wrong I want to see her happy and so far I’ve seen her very happy with him. I just get a little worried cause of his backround. I know this time that it’s not his fault that he got locked up. But I think he can do better and I hope for her sake that he does do better. Cause I hate to see my baby sister upset and sad it makes me sad to see her like that. And I’m not talking bad on her boyfriend but some girl is supposively pregnet with his baby and that is another thing that worries me because thats another thing that upsets my sister because she really cares about him. And sometimes he reminds me of someone I dated who at first was the greatest guy you’ll ever meet then he stopped calling and then when he was supposed to go camping with me he never showed up and didn’t even call me and let me know what happend. I had to call him to find out what happend. He told me he wasn’t near a phone so he couldn’t call me and I told him you could have called me when you got home to let me know. And he wouldn’t call for like two weeks and then he would proceed to tell me that he was out of town with work and couldn’t call me because it was long distance. And I belived him every time but I’d wait up to hear from him cause he’d promise to call and he wouldn’t call.  I’d cry myself to sleep cause I was worried about him cause of course his parents wouldn’t tell me where he was either. Or I’d feel like I did something wrong and thats why he didn’t call me. I loved him so much and it just hurt when he started not calling me. Cause at first he’d call me at like 2:00 when he got off work at his other job sometimes just to tell me that he missed me and wanted to hear my voice. Sometimes he would call to see if it was okay if he came over to visit me for a little bit because he missed me. Then bam right in my face stops calling. And finally he calls me one day and says " I don’t really have the time for a girlfriend right now and that realy hurts to say because I love you." Then the next day my friend and I decide that we wanna go out for a couple of drinks so we go to DJ’s I pull up in my saturn and I see his car parked outside so I say oh cool Tony’s here. We walk in and he’s with some girl at first it dosen’t bother me and then I saw him kiss her. I turned to my friend and said loud enough that he could hear me " I think I want a ciggarette do you want a ciggarette I want a ciggarette." He looks up see’s me sighs and then covers his face and we walk out and smoke. A few minutes later he walks out looks at me and then walks out to his car. Then another few minutes later his girl walks out and walks over to him. They talk for a few and then he leaves and she stays. She walks up to me with a lit ciggarette and says whats the matter. I said " I just saw the man I love kiss you!"  Then she says oh puts out her smoke and goes back inside and my friend and I leave. What a jerk haw. Oh the next day I called him and asked him why he just didn’t tell me the truth. And he said I didn’t want to hurt you. I said either way you hurt me dude. He goes is that all you called for was to tell me you were mad at me. I said I’m not mad just hurt. But even though he’s a jerk I still think about him and that is what makes it hurt even more. 🙁  But any way I’m just worried my sis will get hurt like that.