battery

i wonder if once i wrote a piece of the same title.

i am writing less.
not at all unhappy about this.
the images i see these days seem to be increasingly more difficult to articulate, perhaps because they are growing more specific. very clear. for anyone who knows of it, i’m listening to balance 3 mixed by bill hamel. listening as in at present as well as just about all the time.
seeing many specific things.
there are blank spaces in my memory that have been there since i was ill some time ago. at the moment those spaces are filling with all kinds of strange things, though i am unsure if they were always there or if the previous images i saw filled the same spaces. perhaps i’ll never clearly remember what happened during those times, and perhaps this is to the better health of my imagination. i don’t really know, perhaps it is why i show signs of mild schizophrenia. nothing dramatic though, it’s not as if the things i see are telling me to kill people or involve me in any events circa john nash and the imaginary secret service. i think in some element most people are schizophrenic, maybe a manifestation of their intuition, their conscience maybe. elements of people’s psyche manifest themselves to a greater or lesser degree depending on their imagination, life experience etc.

balance has ended and the battery in my mp3 player has almost died. i would be listening to a cd but i lent it to kate.
i hope you’re enjoying it kate.
goodnight planet earth – do me a favour, be crazy tonight.