Dark and painful

Well one holiday behind me, but the next one is just a new year.  I get full of hopes and dreams of a better year.  However, each year comes with all these obstacles.😐

Anyway I slept majority of today a way, when I was awake I felt all these stabs of pain from physical and mental issues.

I have come to the conclusion that we have to just get through the storms that life brings our way.  Just wishing I had people to lean on during rougher storms.  At least someone to hash it out with. I do have one constant friend, who has been with me since I was 15 years old.  I thank God for her.  I believe if she wasn’t in my life I would end it.  It does take all I have not to give up.

So what is good hmmm… The fact I am still here and it was actually nice weather wise. Other then that baby steps.