Kayla
She would have been turning 35 on the 22nd this month. My baby girl. Now I can’t even remember her voice.
It’s been 12 years since she passed away.
I got thinking about her today and I can’t stop. It’s hurt all day.
I really have no one to talk to about her. Me and her Mom don’t speak anymore and her brothers were to young at her passing. My ex had issues with her, so there’s no talking there either.
She gave me a grandson, but I haven’t been part of his life for years. I really sucks at being a father and grandfather.
So very sad, no wonder you don’t like this time of year. Would it help if you wrote more about her? What she did that made you smile, what she did that made you wonder what the heck? Her strengths, her weaknesses, her talents. I would love to know more about her.
I lost my sister very tragically in 1994. I’ve Googled her name on the anniversary of her death every year since, just to keep her ‘alive’.
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