Tattoo Bust

I got home this morning and was going to paint a bluebonnet on a small 5×7 board, but I just was not impressed with it, plus I was coming down off adderrall which makes me irritated.

I have the next two days off and I’m hoping to get at least one large painting.

Last night was exciting a work. I turned the corner to go do short checks on Sep Cells and saw an inmate in C-2 on the top bunk, looking over the shower wall and then two heads popped up from behind the wall and they obviously are up to something. So the next few times I came around, I noticed that an inmate in A-1 could see my reflection in the fish bow control window. So I asked Powers why we couldn’t go into cells after lights out since it was about 0200 hours in the morning! Powers said if I thought something was going on that we would go check it out. So when me and Powers got to the window at C-2, Wells came out from behind the shower wall and came walking towards the window and Slade stayed in the shower area. As soon as we entered C-2, Slade was flushing something down the toilet. Powers entered and told Wells to take off his shirt so he could see if he had a fresh tattoo but Wells refused to take his shirt off. It smelled like someone had blown out a candle like Nicholas said it would if someone was burning ink for a tattoo. Slade also had soot on his face so it was obvious that they were burning ink for tattoos. So anyways we walked them to holding and Slade was in Detox 1 and Wells was put in Sep 2. They started acting like fools and banging on the door and windows so Powers told them to knock it off or they would be put in the WRAP. So they started yelling back and forth and were talking about ‘popping off’. So Powers, Hernandez, Smith and Pisarcheyk went hands on and put Slade in the WRAP and put him in VCA. Well then Wells kept on with his shit so Powers went hands on with him and took him to the ground and he went in WRAP as well. They kept hollaring ‘Peckerwood’ back and forth to each other. They think they’re these tough lil gang bangers but they’re just a bunch of sissys.

Rogers is getting on my last nerve too. He is such a fucking crybaby when he doesn’t get his way, and he just doesn’t understand what he did to deserve this. He fucking murdered a lady. His wife’s biblicial text messages to him make me sick. I just know that she told Rogers to kill Jones and that she knew everything that was going on. Rogers just took the rap for it and even makes the comments that he killed Jones because Jones was going to kill his wife. Bunch of lies and I hope it all comes out during the trial and that it comes out that T Rogers is more involved than they say she is.

This pain in the right side of my neck, my right shoulder and between both shoulder blades is just a constant burning sensation and throbbing. It hurts to turn my head. I tried sleeping all day with a heating pad but I would wake up drenched in sweat. I got no relief whatsoever. I got irritated about the pain when I was going to leave for work and took it out on Lee Ann.

I’m such a bitch and I don’t know why people put up with me. I know if Lee Ann treated me the way that I treat her, I would have been done a long time ago, but she continues to love me and ask what she can do to make the pain go away. I wish I knew what would bring me comfort and get rid of this pain, but I don’t know what to do.

There’s no calling into work this week because it’s our busiest week of the year, {the large music festival that comes to town}.

I miss Lee Ann so much. It starts to make me depressed when I haven’t seen her in a while. I think she’s planning on leaving {current job} and going to work at the gas station. The {current job} has been nothing but a miserable experience and I hate that for her. She’s happier when she’s working at a gas station and makes better money. Also, they pay her in cash, so she won’t lose her disability. It helps us a lot financially. I just hate that she works so much. I’m ready to retire and travel the United States while funding our trip by selling my paintings and large following on YouTube on my ghost adventures videos. Those are goals.

I don’t have much more to talk about.

Until next time.

-Peace-