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December 13, 2005

RYN: He said the same thing last year as this year: that if I want/ed to come I should be able to. I try not to bring him into it though, I don’t want her angry at him when it is between her and I. <3,

December 13, 2005

Hey just got your note. thank you for it, means a lot, makes me feel a lil better!

December 13, 2005

I adore that!!!

December 14, 2005

hey u noted me :).. I do love Ben and iv tried to let Taylor go and i slowly am but when i c him i miss him more and more?? u know.. Yea but i love Ben theres nothin in this world that i would giv up 4 ben.. its jus hard 4 me not to miss Taylor.. is that bad?? -amber

December 15, 2005

hey! u noted me jus noteing back :).. yea me nd taylor arent even friends.. i dont even tlk to him he dont know i miss him and neither does Ben i def… dont show it.. but inside i do miss him but i dont want to ruin sumthin GREAT jus cuz im missing my past, i love Ben and i dont want to mess that ^.. i refuse 2! cuz im jus missin my PAST But when i tlk to ben or am around ben i 4 get bout taylor>

December 15, 2005

> And Im jus remembering lately the good times me and taylor had… and there takeing over but after what taylor did to me oh NO!! I would never love him again.. i love Ben… and everytime im around Ben Taylor goes right out of my head.. taylor who?? what should i do?? breakin it off with Ben is NOT an option!!!! -amber… 2nd part!