Making homemade pizza tomorrow morning

I made two homemade pizzas about a week ago. It was good, but since it was the first time making it…. I think the middle of the dough wasn’t cooked all the way through. I didn’t trust it to be safe to eat for to long. Only had two pieces. I had to throw the rest out. I’m going to let the dough rise all night. I expect to make a very big pizza. Maybe it’ll be so big enough to make a stuffed pizza. I definitely have enough cheese. I’ve got to admit, I partially threw it out because I got really angry at my mom. I made the pizzas for her because she seemed to want some pizza. Well the whole time while I’m making the pizza her attitude was like well really condescending, like your making something. It’s probably not going to be very good. Earlier we kinda got into an argument. My brother put the door to the bedroom back on. I’m thinking my brother is her son, & she shouldn’t have to pay him for that. I mean it only took 5 minutes. Shouldn’t kids do things for their parents with no payment because there their kids? She gave him $100.  She took big offense to me even mentioning it. I think that’s why she was treating me that way. She had piece, and actually said it was good. But it’s been kinda a weird, traumatic week. I know without a doubt that my mom would have Never acted like that when she was younger. Is this a dementia thing? She’s having a little trouble with that. But I still have to take into account that my brother has become abusive, and my mom is scared of him now.  My mom has been in a bad mood for about 2, 3 days, but in this way. After the pizza incident, she couldn’t sleep very well. She said she asked the Lord what’s wrong? She said she had a flash and had an inner voice say your a sinner. She was very disturbed because of that. But I was Very angry because of that. We went to bible study. And everybody can tell that I’m kinda furious. But when I got up that morning, through a positive video, Christian based, they preached on actually what I was dealing with. It definitely spoke to me. One of the songs on the radio on the way to the study. We went through the study & through what was being talked about…. which was God throwing everyone’s sins into the deepest sea, never to bring it up again. The way it was explained, I suddenly relaxed, & I forgave my mom. I could tell that the people around me noticed…..but my mom seemed to be bothered by it. I’ve Never seen her that way before, ever. I got up this morning. I was ok. But later in the day something between my mom and me happened again, and I got mad again. She had been in that weird mood since the bible study. As soon as I got mad, her mood seemed to…..be or get normal. She didn’t seemed bothered anymore…. I’m thinking….did you do that on purpose????   Are you fine now, now that I’m mad.      I’m thinking is this your new normal????  I don’t even remember what I got mad about.  When I realized this….. I’m not really mad… I’m more flabbergasted, like “What”.  Oh my gosh….. that’s Totally messed up!! Will anger hit me later?? I know for a fact that she would Never act like that when she was younger. She says nothing about it. And I don’t feel safe saying something about without starting an argument, with yelling.  I’m still flabbergasted….hurt, but more flabbergasted. Oh, there’s something that’s gotta be done now about this whole situation now.  So disturbing!! Yikes. But I am looking forward to the pizza that I’m gonna be making tomorrow.  🤯 Oh my freaken goodness. This ain’t happening.