School break/1st day of training

Father, please forgive me for my sins. Miss Jackson was talking to me about how Miss Patrice gave her daughter a care kit for her first menstrual cycle and I told her: she’s going out her way to be extra nice to yall and mean to me. I caught her pinching a kid so if you notice, she never says anything nice or talks to me” Miss Jackson said: “awe, oh really?…”

I woke up and that was the first thing on my mind. It was the reason I twisted and turned all night. I don’t want to sin. I want to be kind ALWAYS. But I’m not fake though…I’m just going to keep out all of my enemies’ way I guess. I pray for them: Miss gray, Miss Clark and Miss Patrice.

i also caught her and Miss Clark talking about me in the classroom…I don’t know if it was me…but they were alone in the room, together. And soon as I walked in the room, you could hear a pin drop. When I walked out, they walked out shortly afterwards. A tell tale sign that they were up to no good.

i need to make sure to always do my job. Today I’m going to have a newfound enthusiasm when I work today. I have to be with Anabel until 8 pm today…8!!! I’m literally going to be awake from 6:50am to 10:50am..and then I have to check out a new apartment at 9am. I may move so I’m looking at a new place to live. I’m still unsure though.

lord protect me against all evil. Let me do what’s right always. Thank you for healing me against the sickness I felt yesterday. Please let me have time to get a Starbucks. Please also let me be aware of my diet. Let me stand firm: NO LIL BITES, NO POTATO CHIPS…if I snack-only “fruit snacks”…& make healthy choices.

and hopefully, I’ll have energy to go and exercise after Annie’s house. I just pray that I’m safe. Lord, forgive me…I’m not perfect. I’m trying to be but I know you don’t expect us to be! I just want to be close to you. I truly want to believe…I want to understand heaven / hell, demons/angels, You & how to stay out of the devil’s way. Protect me father from all evil. Protect me from my own intrusive thoughts.

and I’d like to pray for a miracle. A glimpse of your goodness. A lil pick me up. I don’t know why I feel down…I guess I just don’t like it when people don’t like me. There are people on here(on this app who don’t even know me) that don’t like me: think Im pathetic, maybe vain, maybe a weirdo..that’s why I keep my prayers to “friends” only. I pray that you “up” my discernment. I see a lot of younger people are joining this site…if I can help them…in any way, let me be your example. In Jesus Name…Amen