Had a job for 1 day
I got hired for cleaning houses on Thursday. It was a working interview, because It’s hard work. âšī¸ I didn’t pass. đ But I did get paid for one days work. I think I sabotaged myself. I talked to much to the person in charge, cleaning with me, about past job experiences. That’s frustrating. I need to learn to shut my mouth. But I have gotten better at it.
I still don’t know when I’ll be leaving home. I think everyone is being poisoned by carbon monoxide. I would get an instrument to prove it but I DON’T HAVE THE MONEY TO. And no one sees to want to take me seriously. I’ve waited long enough, and my heart actually feels like it’s gonna burst, not to mention muscle weakness. FRUSTRATING!!!!!! I have no place to go…….. I pray about it, and its like I have two voices in my head. I’ve already tried to talk to my mom about the matter, and she won’t even get someone to come out and check if there’s a leak. And I Really Don’t want to leave my mom with my brother. I’m almost sure he will have No Trouble taking advantage of his own mother. STUPID FAMILY DYNAMIC!!!! How……never mind. Should I stay, or should I go. I know what will happen to me if I don’t leave. I just don’t know when.