Sitting
The walk is walked, can’t sleep anymore, so sick of YouTube so I just sitting here. My apartment is stuffy and running about 80° so it’s uncomfortable, outside isn’t much better except for the stuffy.
I’m scared. I’m scared to go back to work no matter what it turns out to be. I just wish someone would call .
I’m probably going to get evicted soon so there’s that. The job can’t come soon enough, but to late.
Do you have a plan in case you are evicted or have you reached out to anyone for a loan to prevent an eviction? Pride might keep you from asking, but it’s time to put that aside. I fear an eviction will make it even more difficult for you to find an apartment when you do land a job.
Waiting for a job offer is so stressful. To not hear back at all is worse, it’s almost like an attack on you personally. I was let go from a job in 2012 with no explanation and there were very few jobs available in my field. Every rejection, every no-call left me feeling worse about myself and I convinced myself I was not hireable. Until I was. (And after two more lousy jobs in that field, I realized i was not going to like working that occupation no matter that I got a degree for it and moved on.) It will happen for you.
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