Man, I Feel Like a Woman!!

As a woman with PCOS, and after the struggle I have faced to actually have a normal cycle and possibly fall pregnant and the things I have done to help with my Sugar Intolerance and Weight…it sure is a great feeling when I am waking up at night because my stomach is cramping and when I have to stock up my pad purse!

I should call up my gynae and ask her what now that I have my period…after going 67+ days without. Which reminds me I should log this in my       

Yesterday I took out another loan from the bank. 

I need 

I need  and most importantly…okay not really that important but I saw this shirt and pants that I would love to wear on my first day of work next week…and I do have an appointment at the Beauty Spa on Saturday…

I think I have sacrificed so much over the years and months that I deserve a lil indulgence!

As scared as I am for what lies ahead and begins for me next week, I am also really excited! At the Age of  I am starting a new journey! I mean yes, I am not exactly where I want to be, but I am hopeful for what lies ahead and what it could lead to.

Ok so professionally I am starting over! Personally? My husband and I are now in a good place, but I am still a lil apprehensive. He is being very involved in our home and he is being communicative and hands on and hugging and kissing me and attending to me… but I am still being a lil reserved as a part of me is thinking that maybe this is just to manipulate me as he has nowhere else to go.

 and I still see the both of us in that house together and I do see myself having kids with him.

Last night I did play the , I am still hoping that I will pick the right numbers and win a nice large sum to do great things with. I so wish I was able to make a large donation towards my shul to help fix it up and build the Mikvah!