I had that interview today

This morning I woke up at about 2am. in the morning or so.  I usually go back to bed, but I wanted to prep to make stuffed green peppers.  That’s something I’ve never made or eaten before.  It was the first time I’ve ever made this, and I think I should have put more salt & pepper in them.  It was a little bland.  I was going to make it for the Bible study meet up at someone’s house instead of church.  The people there are mostly older….so I don’t think bland for me would be bland for them.  It took a lot of work to make those though.  I was surprised, and a little disappointed, they didn’t fill me up as much as I thought they would.  I’m thinking about changing making stuffed bell peppers to making homemade french fries.  I do that pretty well.  And it doesn’t take hours.

After that I went to that interview that I thought was yesterday.  I won’t know anything until next week.  But the lady interviewing me was actually pretty nice.  Another surprise.

Been struggling to read the Bible lately. I didn’t do that until I got back home from the interview.  My thoughts weren’t very positive.  I’m realizing that I just don’t feel right unless I read the Bible in the mornings.  After the 5th I have to fast and Pray. I would like to do that for at least a day or three…. but… I don’t know, maybe I skip a meal or two.  Kill the flesh, get married to God.  Meaning kill the flesh, so I can walk in the spirit, get closer to God.  I am so tired of just reacting to situations when I should be responding instead.  It sets a bad example, and it’s painful. 😣