Not good

Haven’t been feeling well for awhile, but my phobia of Drs stops me from going.

I took some meds tonight so we will see what happens. Been really tired, lately.

My coughing is non stop, my chest is heavy, my lungs squeak when I breathe.

Everyone says just go, but I can’t bring myself to do it.

A few times I’ve even considered calling emergency, but then it passes and I’m ok.

Believe me if it gets that bad, I will not hesitate.

It’s just things in my brain, tho.

Anyway, if it gets worse by next week I said I would go.

My kids are back in school, my son is miserable, my girl seems ok.

She never wants to talk about it tho.

Idk why.

I guess I’ll just head to bed. I napped again today and later this evening. I could still sleep. Was hoping for a storm but we got nothing but a little thunder. That’s it.

Meh.