I hate this

I was feeling super overwhelmed, thinking of him and the crap he put me through and all the people I set aside for him.

I took my kids into my hometown, yesterday to go school shopping. They were really excited because I don’t normally go into that area, but I had wanted to make a day of it and go to Target for them and five below  and there’s not any around my area. My stress was out of control, but I did it, no one recognized me, nobody bothered me but every time I heard or saw a motorcycle, I tensed up. I had a huge stress headache.

After we had food at the diner, we got haircuts and headed home.

But on my way home I swear he looked straight at me and said HEY! As I was driving in the opposite direction.

I can’t get it out of my mind, just like that time I saw him on the steam train.

Whatever.

Today, were going to finish up school shopping and that’s it.

Done and done.