Pushing!!

Lately I have been regularly sending my CV out for jobs and as much as I pray and hope I am only left with the whole…

…and then they go on to tell you how they will keep your CV on the database for future openings..

So, anyway I have decided to face the truth that my CV is just too thin… and it is time that I follow through with my tertiary studies. I think what my self-confidence therapist said to me, in our session last week, gave me the boost to really look into studying something suitable for me.

No more dreams of being that  (Ok, I gave up on that dream a long time ago, but being an , won’t be too bad. I just need the accreditation for it….and that is what I am going for. 

For the past few days, I have been looking into going into trading and as scared as I am about how people could be scamming me and how I could maybe lose all my money…yesterday I pulled the plug!

I deposited  into an online app…I have been looking regularly to see if the money is showing on my account yet, but we are different banks so it can take about 48 hours to reflect… …thinking the worst has happened and that I have been shammed of loan money that I owe the bank! But a big part of me is excited and just thinking that is all goes well in just  I will have a 

Of course, should I win  tonight, I can not only get my dream house, but I can pursue my education future!