Written By Someone Else.

Okay not exactly but often I will watch a movie or read a book and everything I am hearing or feeling is something I can relate to…or something that speaks to me.

When I don’t know anyone from the cast, I tend to look past the movie, but something made me watch Love at First Sight and boy am I happy that I did.

Besides it being a  and just  movie, I felt like it did make me question a few things in my own life and made me wonder what I would do or answer.

Okay so I am not certain I would just slip out of my father’s wedding to go and chase someone I just met but maybe I should sometimes take a chance…

But something that came up in the movie made me think… 

Now you can look at this in 2 ways.

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I think I would go with #2.

Most of us in this world will always feel this feeling at least once in the life. I don’t think you only experience love in a partner or crush or whatever. I have loved my mother and still do, and I have lost her…and I will never ever wish to have never had her as my mother.

I love my husband and we have good times, but often I have wanted out and even still today I am not wearing my wedding ring… but do I wish I never knew him and experienced all the good times we have had together and therefore never have shed the tears I have, because of him or hated marriage or myself…

After lots of thinking I can say with I definitely would never wish that. I would like to think even though times have been shitty, and I am not living the exact life I wish I was and there is so much that I want…I am still living the life G-d kinda inscribed for me.

Although have I really been living G-d’s plan?? When he created me is this the life, that I am living, the life he wrote for me?