Worried but why am I so worried
I think I am worried not cause of the changes. But cause what happens after the changes. Am I fighting this alone?
I used to think I am not fighting alone. But I am worried I am. Used to have assurance from someone, telling me don’t worry. I will be there. But no more such words.
Maybe she also not certain if she will be there for me. Haha
Sometimes, I think world is so so weird. I feel like things changes so so so fast.
Am I wrong to feel this way? Or am I over thinking. But why do I senses the fear that she doesn’t want me forever as an official haha.
FML is really the word I can use now. Just when I tot I wanted end it with my A, B and C. Suddenly I don’t feel the D haha.