Best to not know?

Wasn’t the way I wanted to end the night. But things sometimes just happen.

In the home had a great quarrel, was having vertigo spells. And yet another bomb came my way.

Quarreled about how I over react again when actually it was about me realising things I thought should be shared to me. Promised me never to log in again.  But then logged in and insisted that just to check and nothing else. But also replied someone else and nothing else. Then why promise me never will go in again.

Tell me this but do that.  Then why don’t just promise? Since you cannot keep to the promise why need push the blame to me again for over reacting something u said u won’t do?

Then telling me the promises for what? Telling me you won’t do. But do already don’t tell.  When I found out say I over react.  Then blame me circle around and keep criticise.

I really don’t know what to do. I from victim become culprit and seems like I was purposely making this happen.

I am puzzled by the responses and can only tell her.  In future no need tell me anything or promise anything anymore.

I find it pointless to promise things. The promise is really meaningless. And I not sure what to do anymore sometimes. But I think let’s see fate.

Cause seems like what I do is always at fault. Sometimes, I think you maybe suit bad boys.  As bad boys will make u beg for their attention.  Good boys like us beg u for attention and get abused.

I really don’t know what to do anymore.

Walk 1 step. See 1 step?