Cannot Sleep

I am not quite sure what is waking me up this 2 weeks

Is it the ringing in my ears? Is it the fear I have when I close my eyes and not there for you and u look for someone else.

Or is it just me myself getting old haha.

I keep fearing that you went out at night haha.

Keep fearing about the 9th haha

Keep fearing and fearing.

This is getting no where for myself. I know I trust you but my brain just send those signals to me