Stressed Out and Screwed Up

Well I dunno what to think right about now. Could be just me being a f*cked up Virgo, or there could be more to it than that.
 
So I saw Vince on Sunday, everything was still the way it was before. No reason to think otherwise. After I stayed the night, he drove me home on the bike, same as usual. He said he’d call me that night, but never did. I’m used to Vince calling me everyday, and usually more than once. There were days he called me two or three times, just keeping in touch and stuff.
 
So Monday rolled around, and I decided to give him a call when I hadn’t heard from him. He did call me back later, and he told me that he was going real hard with the band cuz they might be playing a show this weekend and need to get their 8 or so songs down pat so they can do the show. Plus he’s sick. So yeah, I’m understanding of sh*t. If you’re busy, you’re busy and that’s cool. So be it. I’ll find other stuff to do it’s no big deal.
 
But at least just call me to say hey, how ya doin…that type of stuff. The not calling bullsh*t makes me really scared, considering what I just went through recently. I wanna know if something is up, becuz I don’t have time to waste worrying about sh*t. I want to know the truth..like if he doesn’t wanna hang out or something anymore. I’m not into games, I’m totally straight up about everything, I’m not afraid to know the truth. And I’m not afraid to get to the point and ask the tough questions.
 
My logical mind tries to reason that he’s likely just really busy, but how hard is it to make a quick minute or two phone call to touch base with the person you’re seeing? To go from calling everyday, to nothing…………?
 
The only reason men don’t call is if something is wrong but they’re just too chicken sh*t to say something. I honestly didn’t think that Vince would be that way, I thought he had the maturity to deal with things. He was upfront about everything else as far as I knew.
 
So am I just being a spaz for no reason?
 
I have to work for the next two days, so I’m just gonna wait. If I don’t hear from him by Friday, I’m gonna have to call him myself and find out what’s up. I don’t have time for bullsh*t in my life, things are complicated enough for me as it is. I have to prepare for my road test, as well as my huge licensing exam from nursing. If I don’t pass it, I don’t get to be a nurse.
 
I really like Vince, and I love spending time with him. But if sh*t continues like this, I’m just gonna have to move on.
 
That makes me sad.
 
I love being with him. :'(