3/10/06

You make me angry

You make me cold

You make me feel sad

You make me feel old

You break me apart

You tear me in two

You make me worry

Competing for you

You make me evil

You make me cry

You make me wish

That I could die

You turn me to something

I’ve never been before

You call me a slut, a bitch

And a whore

And yet I love you still

And can’t believe this is real

This was why I wouldn’t

Let myself feel

I hate what you say

I hate what you do

I hate who I am

When I’m here with you

My love was never enough

Now you leave me here

Filled with rage and pain

Filled with my fear

I never had your love

My hearts’ cold as stone

I’m used to this sadness

I am still all alone