what to do?

hello folks! wowww after 2 years of abandoning this account…. now im here again. how have you been??? i wish many good things came to your life and you survived the challenges life gave you. as for me… i am doing well ( maybe? ) i got accepted to my dream university,  got admitted to my dream course, and passed the first semester with a  chancellor’s lister award. i am blessed and hoping that you too.

now now i honestly want to have an online diary like this where i can freely share my thoughts about something but what to do i am a big cheapskate :((( i don’t want to spend money for something like this ( online accounts ) bcs i think it’s such a waste esp that i am financially struggling atm. after opening this account a notif popped up that i need to pay to maintain this account however, if i won’t this account will be permanently deleted after 30 days :((( guys tell me do you have any idea what to do to save this account???