just.. here.. but Not

 I never actually do this but today I Have actually come here to simply… Write. 

nothing in particular that I know of right now. 

family is scary but not bad. relationship.. well she is amazing. we have our junk like all couples do but she is.. absolutely amazing. I hope it stays this way for a while. 

i want to take a typing class. I have been typing slower  I think. I just never did like those classes. I tried a free on that’s online.. I only did it for a few days and then got tired and discontinued. 

work? been tired of it but i love this jobs flexibility and can’t lose that right now..

i miss the mountains. DJ’s stone is almost paid off. . . . 

My nieces are looking to old… too fast… but I guess that;s how their mom is so that’s what they learned. oh well. 

i been going to church… it went from a great feeling… to a great feeling im fighting to keep quicker than I thought it would. 

Funny.. how all things good must be fought for at some point. in some way… whether we go into the fight knowingly or 

have no clue what is about to hit us. whether it’s from being nieve or just trusting the wrong feeling for a good reason.. 

all goods things eventually come to a battle. 

whether it be keep the good thing or to get rid of it because it’s good but not for you… it’s never always instant. 

Mom is ok. she needs  a vacation though. A real vacation. roommates drive me crazy but for now it’s a place to call home. 

I’m ok… but i need a vacation too. steroids are gross and I still ave to take them to stay "right". doctors found some other options… we’ll see. I’m hopeful about it all finally coming to an end.